As I sit here looking at two empty suitcases only one thought isgoing through my head: I wish I had someone to pack for me.

Seriously. I absolutely cannot wait to leave (although I havefooled many into thinking I’ve already left), but there issomething so finite about packing that makes me think of the peopleI’ll miss most.

For the sake of writing this without bawling, I’ll write aboutthe people I’ll dream about while in the United Kingdom.

First I’ll dream about my family. Without my family’s supportand love there is no way I could possibly make this trip happen.Most people say thinking about how much they are loved is enough tostop them from going. With me it’s the opposite. Knowing how much Iam loved gives me the courage to leave without sadness or (much)anxiety.

Darrius, it’s interesting seeing the man you’re becoming. Goodluck at Southern and tell Mario he’s welcome to any party on mybehalf. Ashley, don’t work too hard and don’t let my niece andnephews forget Uncle ‘Rell. Daddy and Lisa, I love you guys. Thanksfor putting up with me since May. Mama, thanks for working harderthan me at times to make this trip an actuality. Not a second ofthis journey could have happened without you. Later incubator.

To my friends, my three musketeers: D-Day, Annanna andRuch-monster. I cannot wait for you to come visit me. Also my otherbrothers of Phi Sigma Pi. You kids are the greatest. Feel yalater.

Suzenator, grandson, I am sorry I’ll miss yourgraduation/birthday. You have been there for me like no other and Iwill never have a better female brother. Take care of Anees andkeep him away from the kiddies.

To everyone else I saw last Saturday night, I will alwaysremember all of you so happy together. As a matter of fact, I’msipping on “Ghetto Sangria” as I am writing. Keep in touch. Icecream cakes rule.

My coworkers, keep this paper rockin’. “Latrell” and “Overseas,”thanks for not telling me you are dating. After all the greatparties we had as the Revelry Rejects.

Eric, er Erik, take care of yourself. You are one of my heroesand never forget the strength you have when you try. Alwaysremember 140 and be good to your mom. Don’t make me fly backhere.

I feel like I just wrote my last will and testament. In thatcase, I bequeath all my worldly possessions to everyone on a firstcome, first serve basis.

Less to pack, right?

See you all Sunday. Wait, no I won’t.